2003:01:27

Can you ever really feel

Can you ever really feel organized in life? When I'm at work I think about all the things that need to be done at the apartment. When I'm at the apartment I just want to spend time with Kate, rather than doing the work that needs to be done in the apartment. And the cycle continues. I'd like to think that once we get the boxes put away and the decorations on the wall that we'll be all organized and I'll be able to concentrate more at work, but I know that this is not the case. There will be other things that come up that divert attention. I guess life would be pretty boring without those unexpected things that come up and distract us from what we think we want to do.

But actually, I wanted to write this blog about the clarity of vision I have when I first wake up. In those first moments of the morning, I have revelations about things that have happened over the last few days. And they seem so clear and everything just falls into place. But then I have to wonder: Could it be impaired morning judgement, rather than ingenious morning discoveries.

Posted at 09:05:09